No.5 why izit always me ?

Wow i can't believe it , everything that happens in the past is happening to me again .. Like honestly what have i ever do to deserve this? I love them so much more than a normal friend would , their like my family BUT YEAH THIS IS WHAT I GET ! Being used as an armor ..

I guess maybe i should just avoid everyone of you, so that i could heal that heart of mine ..

I'm sick of all these lies ..

I'M SICK OF BEING THE PERSON WHO CARES ALOT FOR YOU GUYZ 

I'M SICK OF BEING ANYONE'S ARMOR

I'M SICK OF ALL THESE SO CALL FRIENDSHIP! 

it's the final blow . 

i will  no longer be that ching ching i used to be now , 

that ching ching is already dead , and i guess she'll never come back anymore