No.7 needa FORGET !

Can't forget , can't move on , making myself miserable ...

Well maybe the problem is me ?

I'm such a bitch that i can't stop making things worse :/ FML ! I really want to share my problems and stuff but then i realize everytime i did i just make something worse - .- I felt like a freaking LOA which is so not cool n nice !

Finally , you whatsapp me because i decline some event that your beloved AKA my buddy .honestly ,  10 % of me is still angry about what happen that day , and 90 % of me is still sad .. cause i never believed that she would actually do that .. i thought you guys will be different then those i so called FRIENDS last time .. But yeahh it ended up the other way WOOHOOO~! Good for you , i'm the armor again and you guys are SAFE AND SOUND ~! :) YAY ~!

See i'm being a fucking drama queen right now , tears rolling down , heart aching .. WOW can't things get any worse? HAHAHHAHA...

Well after that happen i started to think why the fuck i share things that happen to me to you guys i mean i don't think you guys really give a shit to it right ? I bet everytime i blab to you guys about my stuff ,you guys are thinking "great! here she goes again" Hahaha.... so yea it's pointless and useless right now ..

Thanks to all these that happend to me that changed me ,
I wanted to be the Me in High School .. those days where i really enjoy myself , and those days when i dun reallly know the REAL FACE of everyone ..
I guess things just can't go the way it used to be eih ?
I guess everything is over now ..
I really care for you guys .. but this is what i always get ..
I'm tired of being the joker among you guys..
I guess i'm no different then others now..
Living under a mask ..
Hiding the real me ...


I guess the light in my life have finally dissapear....